keseorangan sendiri lg...

saya masih lg keseorangan di sini yep. .di uitm kedah. .without duin nothing. .pe da. .sgt la membuhsankan yep. .laptop saya pula dah biol n saya x bulih nak on9 lg. .hanya meminjam laptop kawan bwat sementara waktu neyh. aiyark. .tension meyh. .hurm. .dok kat sney pulak awek x byk yg blh kita nak tegur sape. . andai yew saya ada sebijik kereta. .sudah tentu saya jlan sekitar kota n mencari sorg awek meski pun saya dah da steady awek. .wawawawa. . kerana saya sgt suka byk awek n sy sgt sukakan gul rather than boys. .yeah!! hurm. .pe lg nak kumin neyh. .dah lama bebenor x on9. .n update ma blog. .dh mcm ape ntah aku tgk blog aku neyh. .hukhuk. .

seharian buhsan tol. .

. .sbnr yew, xda bnda yg nak dtulis kt sneyh. .x terlalu byk coretan. .mklum la. .aku neyh x pndai nak karang2 ayat. .huu~. .tp aku gagahkan dri gak bwat benda alah neyh. .pe aku merepek? hurm. .aku dh merenx. .aku mcm ada suka kt surg mamat neyh. .hampeh. .x leh jdk neyh. .nk kena buang perasaan neyh. .jan smpai merebak. .bhaya tul. .aku x nak khlgn buah hati aku. .huu~

bLurRy

Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far [Chorus] Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway [Chorus] This pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me

penat lorh. .

. .baru jep hbs class akaun. .pnjang wo0 nak bwat akaun. .x than giler dok sejuk2 lam clas akaun uh. .aku dh mkan dh weyh. .blik uma jap. .pe lg. .on9 la. .huu~. .mcm dh x maen dh fb. .dok natap bnda neyh jep. .hepi sbb dh ada muka baru kan. .ngeh3. .hurm. .td mel bawu jep col. .huu~. .rindu meyh. .yola. .org yew dh la jauh. .tipon jep la jd pngubt rindu pada yew. .huu~. .mel dh bg lampu hijau tok aku cari awek bawu. .tp aku taw. .lam hati dye, mesti sdh giler. .jhat ke weyh aku nak cari awek bawu. .x jahat sgt kowt. .huu~

blog muka baru

. .akhir yew, setelah 24 jam ngadap laptop, aku berjaya gak siapkan blog aku neyh nan muka baru segala. .huu~. .penat wo0. .aku mencari2 smpai la ke tahap amek 'brg2' yg ada kt blog org laen. .huu~. .kuh amat suka kan muka baru blog neyh. .lawa amat. .lagu pun sedap meyh. .masa aku membazir begitu jep sbb bwat blog neyh. .huu~. .wel xtualy, i luv it. .huu~. .dh ada muka baru. .baru la selera nak tgk blog. .huu~

Kenangan Terindah by Samsons

Aku yang lemah tanpamu Aku yang rentan karena Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu Yang mampu menyanjungku Selama mata terbuka Sampai jantung tak berdetak Selama itu pun Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu Darimu... Kutemukan hidupku Bagiku... Kau lah cinta sejati Ooh... Bila yang tertulis untukku Adalah yang terbaik untukmu Kan kujadikan kau kenangan Yang terindah dalam hidupku Namun takkan mudah bagiku Meninggalkan jejak hidupku Yang tlah terukir abadi Sebagai kenangan yang terindah Ooh...

di hatiku ada dia

. .hurm. .bwat masa neyh, aku dah kapel nan mel. .ktwunk kapel masa 8 jun hari uh. .aku hepi sgt bila dpt kapel nan mel. .dye la segala yew bg aku. .hurm. .sayang mel sgt2. .hana marah nan aku. .aku sendri x taw nape dye marah aku sgt2. .aku sedih bila hana tgl aku mcm uh jep. .hurm. .xpe la. .yg penting aku taw hana sht. .abg long pulak skunk neyh frust. .dye gado nan wife dye. .dye suruh aku lupakan dye. .dye kata dye xnak lg hidup kat dunia neyh. .abg long slalu sgt mcm uh. .dye suruh aku kuat. .tp dye sndri x kuat. .aku sedih abg long mcm neyh. .hurm. .semalam aku pos kat mel kad yg aku bwat sendri tok dye. .huu~ .x lama lg aku dapat bantal buchuk mel. .thehhehe. .hepi yew. .aku sayang mel sgt2. .aku harap sgt aku hepi nan mel. .n hbgn ktwunk akan kekal smpai bila2. .

aku sakiti hati dye

. .aku x taw pe salah aku nan hana. .tp hari neyh, hana kecewa sgt2 nan aku. .aku dh try asked her. .pe yg bwat dye kecewa nan aku. .tp dye kata, fkir sendiri la. .masalah yew, aku sendri x taw pe yg aku dh bwat kat hana. .aku betul2 sedih hari neyh. .sedih sgt. .aku kecewakan hana tapi aku x taw pe salah aku. .dr aku trus bwat dye kecewa nan aku, lbih baik aku diamkan diri. .itu lbh baik. . bwat hana kecewa adalah perkara paling bodoh pernah aku bwat. .menyakiti hati hana tnpa sengaja bwatkan aku rasa bersalah. .aku terlalu sayangkan hana. .dye lah sgala yew bwat aku. .dari hari ke sehari, mel makin sayangkan aku. .cinta mel terhadap aku terlalu kuat. .tapi aku x dapat nak terima dye sbb hati aku masih pada hana. .susah aku nak lupakan hana. .meskipun aku taw, hana bukan la milik aku, tapi fkirn aku x dapat berhenti dri memikirkan hana setiap masa. .hana. .maafkan laily. .laily x dapat jadi seorang teman yg terbaik bwat hana. .aku terlalu merindui hana. .setiap masa aku memikirkan dye. .tp, ntah la. .aku dh sakitkan hati dye tnpa aku sedari. .im sorry. .mel, laily sygkan mel. .tp bwat masa neyh, laily x dapt nak terima mel sbgai teman istimewa laily. .im sorry. .mel dh terlalu baik tuk laily. .setiap masa, msg. call, juz tuk pastikan laily sht, dh mkan, minum n evrythin. .mel terlalu baik. .tp hati laily blum pasti, tuk menerima diri mel. .im sorry. .but for sure, setiap hari, laily menantikan msg2 dari mel. .call dri mel. .sbb laily terhibur. .mel mengisi sume ruang kosong dalam hati laily. .laily x taw mcm mna nak balas budi baik mel uh. .i love y0u, beby b0o. .

. .mimo. .

. .hurm. .ada nowat sorg awek neyh kat dlm spiz. .tp dye x layan. .dye kata sbb dye gul n sy pun gul. .ceh. .so wut? .muahahaha. .umur sethun jagung jep. .15. .huu~ .

. .aku kat uma sedang besarkan perut. .

. .im realy bored. .seriously. .dok uma. .duing nothin. .hurm. .sumbody plisz. .get me out of here. .freakin damn bored. .hurm. .aku juin spiz lg. .giler la. .spiz dah ada kemajuan. .x tahan tol. .dah jd mcm fb lak aku tgk. .hakhak. .then. .ada penk neyh mnx kapel. .i said, no. .muahahaha. .saje. .coz dye igt. .kapel neyh mcm tukar baju ke? .sengal. .aku benci dowh nan budak banking uh. .fuck giler. .marah weyh. .nak kenal pun salah. .giler. .fkir abg kau uh hbt sgt la weyh. .pi mampus la. .dye uh. .budget aku nak sgt nan dye??!! .(pdhal mmg nak pun). .agagagaga. .minah gampangan. .blah la woi. .

. .terluka lagi kali neyh. .

. .hurm. .x taw la nak cakap pe. .tapi. .ntah la. .sakit hati. .

benci betul hari neyh

. .aku nyampah giler la hari neyh. .ada ke patut ada surg penk uh sakitkan hati aku hari neyh. .aku mmg nyampah giler la nan dye. .dye kata aku neyh kuat sgt berangan susah sgt nak menerima hakikat sbnar. .dye kata ibarat aku neyh x berpijak di bumi nyata. .sakit hati betul la nan dye. .nyampah taw x. .dye fikir aku xda perasaan ke. .bangang. .sakit yew hati aku. .bodo la minah uh. .sakit hati aku. .aku malas la nak cari gaduh nan dye. .lgpun, dye tua 4 thun dari aku kan. .so, aku malas la nak cakap pe nan dye. .aku senyap jep. .sbb dye lg makan garam dari aku kan. .tapi hati aku betul2 sakit nan kata2 dye td. .marah yew. .

[♥] juStIn bIebEr

. .realy admired him. .cute sgt. .huhu~ .kacak. .sume la. .sgt jambu. .suka sgt lagu dye one time nan baby. .sweet. .huu~ .[♥] him. .

. .bAby by juStIn bIebEr. .[♥]

(Ohh wooaahhh) x3 You know you love me I know you care Just shout whenever, And I'll be there You want my love You want my heart And we would never, ever, ever be apart Are we an item? Girl quit playin' We're just friends, What are you sayin'? Said there's another as you look right in my eyes My first love, broke my heart for the first time And I was like Baby, baby, baby ooh Like Baby, baby, baby noo Like Baby, baby, baby ohh I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Baby, baby, baby ohh Like Baby, baby, baby noo Like Baby, baby, baby ohh I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever And I just can't believe we ain't together And I wanna play it cool But I'm losin' you I'll buy you anything I'll buy you any ring Cause I'm in pieces Baby fix me And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream I'm goin down, down, down, down And I just can't believe my first love won't be around And I'm like Baby, baby, baby ohh Like Baby, baby, baby noo Like Baby, baby, baby ohh I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Baby, baby, baby ohh Like Baby, baby, baby noo Like Baby, baby, baby ohh I thought you'd always be mine (mine) (Luda) When I was 13, I had my first love There was nobody compared to my baby And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck, She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks(Woo! ) She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying... Baby, baby, baby ohh Like Baby, baby, baby noo Like Baby, baby, baby ohh I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Baby, baby, baby ohhh Like Baby, baby, baby, noo Like Baby, baby, baby ohh I though you'd always be mine (mine) I'm gone Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeahhh Now I'm all gone Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeahhh Now I'm all gone Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeahhh Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone I'm gone

. .hurm. .dh nak final. .

. .wut words to say. .dh nak final dh pun. .huhuhu. .hurm. .smlam aku msg nan aza. .dye baik sgt. .huhu. .realy like her. .dye agak tua dr aku. .25. .comel la. .a gul. .huhu. .dye budak perak. .mcm mna eak nak cakap. .hurm. .aku suka dgr sore aza. .aza pun suka dgr sore aku. .huu~. .then, ktwunk suka la dgr sore masing2. .ahakz. .dye agak manja. .a lil bit caring n understanding. .wish to be hers. .tp x blh cuz its not easy to fal in love. .[♥]

. .yuLia voLkova. .

. .i lurve her. .yulia volkova. .one of the tatu members. .shes great. .awesome. .totaly howt. .wana be lyk her. .she juz b da way she are. .not being hipocrte in front of da public. .lurve her style. .lurve her hair. .lurve everythng bout her. .huu. .ma lyf involve in diz game of lurve since i like her in their video. .all da thing she said. .kind of creep. .huu. .yulia volkova. .one of da greatest russian singer in da whole world. .sounds great. .

y0u aNd I bY t.A.T.u.

You and I Holding tight You and I Gotta fight You and I Side by side You and I Sanctified You and I Feels so right You and I Holding tight You and I Side by side You and I For the rest of our lives Every night We're all alone every night My only hope is a light That's shining from inside you 'Cause we believe In what we are you believe In what we'll be in this dream So I can stand beside you No truths to confirm No lies to deny Too hopeless to care, We're too scared to cry You and I Holding tight You and I Gotta fight You and I Side by side You and I Sanctified You and I Feels so right You and I Holding tight You and I Side by side You and I For the rest of our lives Cast aside To an endless street we recess For what believe we will hide Maybe we can make it through this Is it fair, To run away, Is it fair to belive this, we're victimized For a life we didn't ask for No truths to confirm No lies to deny Too hopeless to care, we're too scared to cry You and I Holding tight You and I Gotta fight You and I Side by side You and I Sanctified You and I Feels so right You and I Holding tight You and I Side by side You and I For the rest of our lives You and I Holding tight You and I Gotta fight You and I Side by side You and I Sanctified You and I Feels so right You and I Holding tight You and I Side by side You and I For the rest of our lives

. .buhSaN. .

. .ya. .hari neyh buhsan bha. .enda ku tahu. .hakhak. .hurm. .wut news?. .nothin. .sume yew ok blaka. .ok la sgt. .batin ku terseksa mcm kapal pecah. .aramaiti bha. .aduh. .mcm mna sih. .ku sedih amat. .

'oNe tImE' =3

Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye aye

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
So we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me,
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen Is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world (Your world)
And my fight is your fight (My fight)
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love (Yeah yeah yeah)
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (Hey)
(girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy (one guy)
You'll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
and I'm gon' tell her one time (one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause
She is the one

Chorus:
One love (Yeeeeaaahhh)
My one heart
My one life for sure (You, yeah yeah)
Lemme tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you) (yeah)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you (Wanna be with you, oh)
I'ma tell you one time (one time)
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (one time)
(girl I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

* ciNtA tErLaraNg *

. .adakah ini yang dinamakan cinta? .hurm. .ntah la. .cinta sesama jenis. .cinta antara seorang gurl nan gurl yg lain. .huhu. .ntah la. .perasaaan neyh terlalu sukar untuk ditafsir. .kadang2 hati kita x dapat nak menipu ttg perasaan kita terhadap seseorang. .mcm perasaan laily kat semua org. .hurm. .ntah la. .laily sayangkan hana. .sayangkan abg farz jugak. .sayangkan ryn jugak. .iz. .aini. .aina. .semua la. .adoy. .byak yew. .sayangkan semua org. .farah lg. .abg along. .huhu. .im a playgurl. .muahahaha. .

[rindukan seseorang]

. .hurm. .dah lama x contact nan abg farz. .ntah mcm mna la abg farz kat sana eak. .rindu sgt2 nan abg farz. .sejak cuti hari uh, langsung dye x msg. .huhu. .sgt sedih bha. .ntah abg bwat pe la kan. .dah mkan ke lom. .hurm. .ntah la. .byak btul bnda berlaku masa cuti hari uh. .x taw nak cakap mcm mna. .semua yew di luar jangkaan. .huhu. .sedih bangat. .rindukan abg farz. .rindu sgt2. .

...:mo0dy:...

. .hurm. .hari neyh, im totally out of mood. .why? .dun even asked me why. .td dah la mangun lewat. .nasib baik x lambat sgt. .

. .test. .

. .hurm. .td ada test akaun. .susah amat. .tapi alhamdulillah. .dapat jugak bwat. .hikhik. .rindu yew nan iz. .x sabar2 nak jumpa. .huhu. .iz neyh manja sgt2. .hakhak. .hepi sgt nan dye. .huhu. .dye x mcm org lain. .i dun noe why. .tapi, nan iz, laily jadi lebih dewasa. .hakhak. .mentang2 la iz uh tua 4 thun. .hakhak. .hurm. .rindu. .smlm ryn called. .a lil bit shock. .sbb igtkan ryn marah lg nan laily. .nasib baik ryn nan zety dah ok. .huhu. .sayang sgt2 nan sume org kat sekeliling laily. .

. .sLip. .

. .hurm. .skunk neyh time to slip. .tp laily ta tido lg. .tgh bwat pe. .hurm. .jgn ditanya. .tgh bwat bel 26o. .huhuhu. .then nak kena baca buku. .sbb esok ada quiz eco 126. .dasat btul. .truk la laily neyh. .cuti punya la lama. .tp ta penah nak mnfaatkan yew. .hakhak. .laily mmg mcm uh. .merenx. .hehehe. .gewd muwninx malaysia. .

. .bLow mE a kIsZ. .

It's Like This (This) It's Like That (That) I Got Dough (Dough) I Got Stacks (Stacks) I Can't Buy Anything That I Need (Need) But I Gotta Have U 4 Free I Ain't Neva Paid 4 It In My Life (My Life) So Why The Hell Would I Pay 4 A Wife (Wife) I Need Luv (Luv) Yes I Do (Do) But This Is Wat I Need From U Ooh A Brother Need Luv And Affection A Brother Need TLC And I Talkin Bout Chilli (Chilli) But I'll Take Chilli If She Want It Ooh A Brother Need Cookin And Cleanin And When She Say She Luv Me She Mean It Her Insides Pretty (Pretty) Hey Hey Hey And If That's U (U) Blow Me A Kiss (Kiss) 2 Let Me Know (Know) If U Feelin Me U Can Do Better (Hey) Than That Scrub That U With (Than Scrub That U With) Baby All That U Gotta Do (Gotta Do) Is Blow Me A Kiss Hey Hey Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Blow Me A Kiss Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Blow Me A Kiss I'm Bout This (This) I'm Bout That (That) I Had Hoes (Hoes) (I Spent Stacks) Stacks I've Had Everything In My Life (My Life) But I'm a Have U Tonight Yeah I'm a Have U... U... I Need Luv (Luv) Yes Indeed (Deed) But This Is Wat U Get From Me (From Me) Ooh I'm a Give U Luv And Direction U Can Be My? I Ain't Talkin Bout Thriller (Thriller) But I Could Be Your Thriller If U Want It Ooh I Don't Need No Cookin And Cleanin We Can Get A Maid If We Need It Cause I'm On My Brizz-ed (Brizz-ed) Hey Hey Hey And If That's U (U) Blow Me A Kiss (Kiss) 2 Let Me Know (Know) That U Diggin Me (Diggin Me) U Can Do Better (Hey) Than That Scrub That U're With (Than Scrub That U're With) Baby All That U Gotta Do (Gotta Do) Is Blow Me A Kiss Hey Hey Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Blow Me A Kiss Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Blow Me A Kiss